What's wrong for me today?

When my school holiday? I don't know.

I went to school today. Cause teacher want give us surat pendaftaran & surat pertahanan.

This thursday is pendaftaran - Form 5 (2010 ; STRESS)

Lucky i didn't get surat pertahanan. ^^

Today didn't go hall. LUCKY! Just stayed at class and don't have study.

So bored even i have bring phone to school and my friend told me that i treat him so cool.

I treat you cool? Or you treat me cool?

You said i always didn't reply your msg, didn't pick up your called, always fuyan you.

Well. Maybe when you calling me was i talking phone, sleeping, phone no credit, that's all.

But i will text you at last and told you i was busy just now or whatever.

But you said i fuyan you? I really didn't. >_<

I felt you keep want find things to say me. What can i answer you again? You don't believe me.

Then you text me said

"I don't know you la. Not first time you like that, almost every time. Anyway, i really so moody. Don't want chat again. Bye"

Shit man~ I hate the feelings! So sux! Make i moody too.

Seem lost a friend can share heart talks again. >__<

And then i just text back you and said

"If you don't believe me, i have no choice, just think me is how as you like."

Moody........ Sleep at class direct.

When i reached home and finished bath, my dad asked me don't study Form 5.

Wow! Shocked me. How come he will told me like that?

I remember i have told him before that i lazy to study already after this year, and he scolded me.

Since that time, i never tell him that again.

But why just now he suddenly will said like that? I just quiet 5 seconds maybe then looked at him.

Dad ; Mum ; Me ; Sister

"Why?"

"You still want study mea?"

"Why not? If i don't continue study, what should i do?" (I lazy continue to study actually, but i don't know why i not dare to say "Okay, no need go daftar this thursday." I so scared my future =S Lol)

"Work la, or go learn other things for your future."

"You ask mum."

And i go in the kitchen told my mum.

"Mi~ Daddy sot already. He asked me don't study Form 5 wa."

"Hah?! Why? "

"I don't know. You ask him."

"Really sot jor."

Mum go to living room.

"Baba~ You asked ling ling don't continue study a? Sot liao a? Her result all red color you know? If you ask she stop to study. Herr~ Don't know what she will become."

"I knew. That's why i asked she stop to study lo. Cause she no heart to study, wasting time. Better give she go learn other things or go work."

"If she didn't finish Form 5 got people want find she work mea? Least want finish form 5 ma."

"If she stop to study, sure will become lala moi."

"Siao! Impossible. I don't like lala lo. How come i will become like that? =="

All people silent, including me + unhappy. ==

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Well~ I will continue study.

I scared i will regret if i stop to study.

Study hard start from next year.

还来得急吗?

应该来得及 :/

Tomorrow need go to school again.

And my panda eyes become more serious even though i sleep early.

:(