我，不擅长表达

有些事，也没什么会开口

有时候，还真想让你多了解我

最终知道

毫不在乎

不重要

刹那间想起曾听说过

只要把头朝天上望，眼泪就不会流下

这是假的

现在的我，一直在等你

但你却一直认为我在忙

Today, is public holiday.

Afternoon, he came and fetched me up.

Went to Wisma for shopping. I just only bought 1 cloth.

It's hot pink, I'm not pink lover.

But i kinda love the cloth, teheehee.

* Sorry ya bii, about i had done something wrong make u angry and no mood *

After that, went to One Borneo.

Meet up Shin Ching and her boy.

Had a movie with them, had a lunch too before the movie start :D

Saw a lots of friends, i saw the cutie Ying Ying ^^

Went to bii house for rest and he wanna bath after finished the movie.

Then, went to City Mall for buy something.

But too bad, a lot of shop was closed! My mood is down -.-

Just only bought a box of milk and KFC for sister.

10.10 sweet home, miss him badly ♥

Yesterday, I'm very hardworking for doing my homework.

I'm doing even my home no current, I used the emergency light until I beh tahan,

because of the light is too bright, It's make my eyes feel pain.

So, I went to my room for rest awhile, just awhile!

When I feel downstairs got TV sound, then I hurry go down and gonna to continue my homework.

I saw my mum, she is helping me to do my ERT project and she scolded me.

She said me throw the homework at side and go upstairs for talk phone @@

Said I lied on her and she will throw my phone, don't let me use it anymore if i still be like that.

I know she is misunderstanding, so I try to explain about it.

Okay. Maybe my attitude is not nice for you. So, she slap on me.

I don't really feel pain.

But I feel my face is very spicy and my heart is very pain after she did it.

I gonna explain again, but when I saw her face, I can't open my mouth and I don't know what to say already.

I don't want she slap on me the second time, so I just be silent, tolerant about it.

And then I asked she go to sleep, don't care on me, because I'm angry her. LOL

Yea, she really do it.

I told babe, told him I'm going to busy again.

He said he will wait for me.

When I'm doing my project, I think about him, think about even he is tired but still waiting for me, I feel very uncomfortable, I don't want he wait me so long, so I just try to do as fast as i can. I'm doing my project with my tears.

Finally, I had done all my homework, I done it around 1am.

Babe called me after I finished all my homework, I knew you're tired already la.

Btw, thanks for babe waiting for me from 8pm until i done all my things.

You gave me The Power Of Love :')

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Today, I woke around 5.40am.

Went to school, pass up my ERT project, BM komsas, BM tatabahasa.

Finally yea, quite happy :)

My school having a tuition after school, It's started from today.

Just only for Form3, Form5. And just only on Monday and Tuesday.

Haix, need stay at school until 3.10pm.

Kokurikulum will start on this Wednesday.

Every Wednesday and Thursday.

So, I just only will feel relax on Friday, Saturday, Sunday?

I don't really think so :(

Yesterday, i had spend my time with him :)

He came to fetched me around 12pm. I had not enough time to prepare myself :(

We went to Sepanggar Giant for buy ingredient. Because he said he wanna cook spaghetti for me.

But too bad! The supermarket was so lanc. Don't have sell spaghetti. LOL right? -.-

So, our planned was canceled.

Had a movie at One Borneo

Finally i watched this movie! I love it, funny and nice ^^

I bought 2 shirt before leave there, hehe.

It's time to back to Dear house for prepare ourself.

When we finished prepared everything, Dear fetched me go to Sam's open house and he go had a dinner with his family at Lido :)

Finally, i meet my sister, but too bad, ming didn't attended the open house, quite boring at there.

Play PS2, PSP, and see they gambling, play fire works and others.

Sam, your brother so cute :D hahaha

Dear came and fetched me around 9.45pm, and we went to Shin Ching house.

Play fire works and others. Had a lots of fun there :D

When she is talking with her mum. haha look like ghost.

Shin Ching and her bii. Seriously, they are so sweet.

Reached home around 11pm.

I love you, my dear ♥

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Today, my stomach and eyes feel very uncomfortable :'(

I feel stress on today. LOL

My ERT, haven't done! BM karangan, don't know where to go!

Tomorrow is the time to back to school and continue my school life.

AWWW i still in the holiday mode! :'(

今天又呆在家

好闷

现在天气阴阴的，好像要下雨了

我的2对校鞋都还没洗呢

唉

等下真的要赶 ERT 的衣服了 -.-

刚刚在网站上看到了几件我想买的东西

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虽然有些看起来很简单，普通

但我还蛮喜欢

因为去那里都能穿 :)

有些，我不懂要怎么买，都是不同的网站，又不能用 bank in

很头痛！:'(

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刚才，我舅舅，表哥，表嫂，阿姨他们来我家

Gong hei fatt choi

哈哈

后来，我们就一起去我另外一个舅舅的家吃饭，吃蛋糕，因为他生日

舅舅，生日快乐！:）

吃完了，表哥他们就去玩鞭炮

我和表嫂都给吓倒

还给笑！-.-

现在，他们和我爸，妈，姐去 Kinarut

去我另一个阿姨家拜年，今晚才回来

爸爸叫我不要去，因为我叔叔一个人在家，不方便

所以叫我在家

:(

我好想出哦~

Dear~ Bring me out!

:(

16 February 2010 大年初三

7点左右起床
准备好一切后，就跟妈妈，舅舅他们去佛堂
我都还没吃早餐呢，也不懂他们那么着急干嘛 -.-

8点左右抵达那儿
那里的确是比我想象中的闷多了
12.30到家

刚好哥哥有打包 KFC 回来

好险！

不然我真的饿扁了

吃完了，我就休息一会

不小心睡着了 zzZ

起床了，就上网

后来 Aunty 打电话给我妈

5分钟后，妈妈问爸爸要不要去 Keningau

他说不要，后来妈妈就叫我陪她
毕竟那么久没去了，算了算也有9年了

不短耶 @@

所以我陪妈妈咯

从我家到那 大约有 130 km

我告诉你，我在路途中快要疯了！

很晕车！因为很多转弯 -.-

5点多走车，8点多才到

但至少好过山打根啦 ~.~

（在阿姨家过一夜）

Congratulations to Ming 1 Month Anniversary with him

:)

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17 February 2010 大年初四

7点多起床

吃了早餐后 就看电视

后来没事做 就和朋友在阿姨家车房的摇椅座着

超闷的！我的脑袋一直出现

我要回家 我要回家 我要回家

最好是座helicopter回家 因为最快 -.-

阿姨家很近店，所以我叫朋友陪我去走走

闷到它！没地方好逛！很像在 Inanam / Penampang 那样

又走回去，结果留了一身汗

好无奈 ~.~

2.30pm 离开阿姨家 :)

去 Servay 买东西

6 点到家

WOW 还是自己的家最舒服

没关系，不会有下次了 :)

Yesterday 大年初一, woke up at 6 something without reason -.-

Staying at home for half day, I'm keep eating LOL

Go and take a shower around 1.30 pm, because i gonna out with him, teheheee ♥

When i finished prepared, my unlce, aunty, cousin them came my house :D

Chatting with them, and waiting him come and fetch me.

Finally he came ♥♥♥

We went to Center, Center is full of malay and pilak! -.-

Bought a movie ticket "72 Tenants Of Prosperity"

Still have 2 hours before the movie start, so we went to Tanjung Aru for eat.

Full of malay too! One word to describe my feeling after eat - FULL :O

Went to Sutra (beach) after eat, something is happened and spoiled.

So Dear need back to home, of course I followed too.

Saw his daddy and mummy. Them so friendly, keep smile with me, but I'm so nervous :O

Haix, didn't watch the movie. Because time is not enough already, wasted.

And, I'm wearing Coupe Tee but he force to change, LOL

Never mind la, I knew you don't hope like that too, right :)

After Dear bath and prepared, I asked Dear fetch me go Ming house, because I wanna take something and give him. That is what I give him for Valentine's gift, chocolate, make by myself. Hope he like it :)

Went to One Borneo for meet Shin Ching family. 4 couple including me, heheheee.

Shopping~

Keep playing at Fun square, have a lots of fun there :D

We planned to buy 72 Tenants Of Prosperity agian. But the movie is full house!

So we watched another Cantonese comedy movie - 花田喜事 All's Well End's Well Too 2010

The movie still okay la, quite funny :D

And Angela Baby is pretty! I'm jealous! ~.~

Reached home around 12 am. All of them already sleep, I'm so lucky :D

Dear, thanks for your present, I like it ♥♥♥

I love today, I love 14 February 2010. It's simple and lovely!

Of course I love him too :P

I Month Anniversary ♥♥♥

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Today 大年初二, woke up at 7 something. Miss him very much!

After wash my face, and clean myself. Help mum do something then i started to find things to eat and online :P

My cousin them came my house around 10 am and had a lunch.

AWWW finally i saw the Japan Babe!

His face so chubby! Seem got put 2 mantou on his face.

And he just only 7 month but his weight already 10 KG. LOL

So cuteee (I wanna born a babe like this too! hahahahaaa)

I like they (his mum and him) skin very much! Very white and pink :(

The time is 1.25 pm right now.

They already going back. Miss my cousin much!

I get her facebook and email, so wait she go back Japan, then I'll get all of the picture in her camera, heheee.

Will upload some of the picture soon. Stay tuned :)

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Another cousin came my house, get angpao again. haha

Ming went to her hubby house just now (same taman with me)

When she called me, I'm going to sleep, so didn't meet her when afternoon.

But, i have meet her just now.

She came my house and chatting in my room :D

Mum and sister said she is pretty (Don't so proud ya, hahahaa)

I'm going to sleep, need wake up early tomorrow. Good night readers !

Hey people! I'm here :D

I was busying doing and learning something recently.

So, let's review for these few days :)

11 February 2010

Went to Servay for buy something after school with Ming & Edward.

Went to Ming's house after get what we want. We keep on fail and wasted a lots of things :(

But never mind, first time ma. HAHA so tired, and thanks to Ah Xing Gor for teaching. keke

12 February 2010

Bring all the fail things to school and give friends to test. It's look bad, but the tasted is not bad :D

Don't have class after rest. Went to hall and attend the CNY ceramah? I don't know what is that :S

Some of the part drama and the guys who sing CNY song really laugh my ass off. Aww! XD

我佩服他有过度的自信 ahahaaa!

Went to Ming's house again after school and I had done my things.

Ming's tried to make another, but fail. huhu Went back home after my thing had done.

Slept at home untill 9 pm, didn't follow family go ye shi. Luckily sister have bought supper for me, teheheee.

13 February 2010

Today, sister woke me up.

She lied me, said all of them wanna go out very soon, asked me to care home.

But when I woke, I saw all of them are still here. They out going after 1 hours more -.- never mind.

So, I stayed at home and cleaned house.

After mum and sister back home, still wanna helped she cook and prepaid a lots of food for later and tonight.

Ate a delicious lunch with my family and I'm soooooooooooooo full and tired.

Felt like wanna vomit -.-

Sister told me, my cousin's is already came back from Japan and she have bring her son came back && she told me too that her son is damn cute!! I can't wait for the day them come my house! I wanna see them as fast as possible :@

Waiting for tonight, and tomorrow!

Happy New Year, Happy Valentine's Day and 1 Month Anniversary too!

P/s: Didn't go to Sandakan for celebrate Chinese New Year! Miss Ho Ga Zhun much! :(

But I'm happy too because i can stay at KK :P

❤❤❤

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年三十晚 - 团圆饭

妈妈说好了只需准备 5 样菜肴

哪知道 准备了双倍！10 样 -.-

我们看到了都怕

妈妈却一直说 吃诶 吃诶

姐说：哈？一定要咩？哈哈哈

7 个人吃都还剩很多

我吃的好饱 有要呕的感觉

以前我们每一天都是团圆饭

但现今 已不如从前了

好怀念 :-l

Yesterday, Dear came for fetched us to City Mall after school.

And he back to work after that ♥

Had a meal at Sushi King and our shopping was started :D

I didn't bought any cloth at there, just only bought some girl's thing and stationery :(

Went for tea when we felt tired.

Dear came again and fetched us went to Warisan, Center.

When we reached there, Xiaosau and Ming followed her sister for shopping, and leave me and him.

I bought a high heels and a box of Couple Tee, heheee ♥

And then, we leave Center and went to Gaya Street.

Many people there, I saw a pair of high heels is very nice, full of bling!

Aww, but It's quite expensive :'(

Went to Servay for buy Uncle Bob to my sister.

Back Dear home for take my school bag, books and others.

Cause the stupid leave my thing at his car.

Reached home around 10.10 pm.

I'm happy, tired and sleepy!

Thanks both of my sister and my Dear much ♥♥♥

Thanks for another Couple Tee too ;)

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Today, Wednesday.

I am just came back from school, nothing special happened today.

I felt I'm not concentrate on my study and quite lazy to do my homework now days, how? What should I do?

So sleepy when teacher is teaching, maybe I'm not enough to sleep. Sigh, my legs is very pain -.-

I'm very confuse on somethings, I don't know what to do! I had no choice!

Time is passing rapidly, Awww

And I saw something what she post at FB, It's make me kinda moody and no confidence +.+

Happy Birthday to you, Edison

Wish your dream come true :)

衰，无辜，无奈

星期一

今天的我 很衰

早上，睡迟了

赶死赶命，终于弄好了

路上，塞车

最后，还是迟到了

我最讨厌就是星期一迟到，因为有周会

但我还是，赶死赶命的进校园，进到校园就给老师骂

拜托，不要吵啦，紧张叻 -.-

爬3楼的楼梯，放书包，拿椅子，再下来，去礼堂

等他们唱完了校歌，我才进

那个叮当用很凶的眼神看着我

没理她

我只知道，我很喘

上 ERT 时，给 Puan Aw 讲了几句

无奈 -.-

上国文课时候，我跟秀芳说着几句话 我们笑

就那么巧！那个叮当老师说着

"Puan Azrita sangat cantik"

我简直是没听到

她诬赖我！说我笑她不美

拜托！我是几时在笑你啦？！

还把我臭骂了一顿

Apa yang lucu sana?!!

Tiada a, cikgu.

Jangan cakap tiada!! Ko ingat sya buta kah?!!!

WAAA

我是有笑啦，但我没笑你咯（你那么的可爱，漂亮，哪里敢？）

还叫我重复刚刚她教的东西，我是没听到啦

我承认我上课时说话时有错啦

但你干吗诬赖我，真的很度蓝 __l__

今天唯一开心的是我英文 Oral Pass 了

满分 30分，得到 20分

唉

还没买新衣，新鞋，礼物等…

姐妹说明天去 CityMall, Wisma 找

时间，钱，车都是问题

我需要钱来买我要得东西

财神爷，你在哪？

:(

Cikgu, ko bukan buta, tetapi PEKAK!